Monday, November 16, 2009

the start of new things!

OK....SO i am going to be starting a new thing. I really don't know what to call it either. But I want to explain it and also let ALL people know about it. That way I am also keep accountable for it! 

So this is the plan.
I will be getting up at 6 am monday-friday and doing many things hehe.
1. being that I take at least one photograph a day. which means I must needs to bring camera with me ever day! 
A. this was a grand idea of a friend of mine here is her blog she is the inspiration for me to take a photo ever day!! I mean come on  I am a photographer and I LOVE LOVE LOVE taking photos I should always have my camera...well at least try to.....this does meant though that my back might be hurting more then normal.

2. I will also be studying in the morning. I work 9-5 monday-friday right now and I must start my day off with spending time with GOD! LIke come on why wouldnt you want to spend your frist few hours awake with someone you have madly falling in love with and give your whole life tooo! Right?! see I know its SUPER exciting. 

Also on that note I am going to be starting a new book and it is called 
"Becoming the Woman God Wants Me to Be" it is by Donna Partow and 
it is a 90-day guide to living the Proverbs 31 life.... it is a little intense I 
BUT I AM is Proverbs 31 just so you have reference lol
Sayings of King Lemuel
 1 The sayings of King Lemuel—an oracle  his mother taught him:

 2 "O my son, O son of my womb, 
       O son of my vows, 

 3 do not spend your strength on women, 
       your vigor on those who ruin kings.

 4 "It is not for kings, O Lemuel— 
       not for kings to drink wine, 
       not for rulers to crave beer,

 5 lest they drink and forget what the law decrees, 
       and deprive all the oppressed of their rights.

 6 Give beer to those who are perishing, 
       wine to those who are in anguish;

 7 let them drink and forget their poverty 
       and remember their misery no more.

 8 "Speak up for those who cannot speak for themselves, 
       for the rights of all who are destitute.

 9 Speak up and judge fairly; 
       defend the rights of the poor and needy." 
       Epilogue: The Wife of Noble Character

 10 A wife of noble character who can find? 
       She is worth far more than rubies.

 11 Her husband has full confidence in her 
       and lacks nothing of value.

 12 She brings him good, not harm, 
       all the days of her life.

 13 She selects wool and flax 
       and works with eager hands.

 14 She is like the merchant ships, 
       bringing her food from afar.

 15 She gets up while it is still dark; 
       she provides food for her family 
       and portions for her servant girls.

 16 She considers a field and buys it; 
       out of her earnings she plants a vineyard.

 17 She sets about her work vigorously; 
       her arms are strong for her tasks.

 18 She sees that her trading is profitable, 
       and her lamp does not go out at night.

 19 In her hand she holds the distaff 
       and grasps the spindle with her fingers.

 20 She opens her arms to the poor 
       and extends her hands to the needy.

 21 When it snows, she has no fear for her household; 
       for all of them are clothed in scarlet.

 22 She makes coverings for her bed; 
       she is clothed in fine linen and purple.

 23 Her husband is respected at the city gate, 
       where he takes his seat among the elders of the land.

 24 She makes linen garments and sells them, 
       and supplies the merchants with sashes.

 25 She is clothed with strength and dignity; 
       she can laugh at the days to come.

 26 She speaks with wisdom, 
       and faithful instruction is on her tongue.

 27 She watches over the affairs of her household 
       and does not eat the bread of idleness.

 28 Her children arise and call her blessed; 
       her husband also, and he praises her:

 29 "Many women do noble things, 
       but you surpass them all."

 30 Charm is deceptive, and beauty is fleeting; 
       but a woman who fears the LORD is to be praised.

 31 Give her the reward she has earned, 
       and let her works bring her praise at the city gate.

so yuppers and also I am going to try and keep up on this blogging thing....i have to post my on a day photos anyways and I will be sharing all kinds of things about where my life what God is doing here in the city of cities San Francisco and just life stuff..

OTAY well thanks for you time


Thursday, September 24, 2009

marcy internship

ok so I am currently interning for Marcy Maloy (who is amazing photographer)( CHECK IT OUT SHE GREAT) and we have been doing many fun things lately and i thought that maybe i would share some of it with you guys!

We shot for Family Fun Magazine and had two days of full shooting, shot 3 girls each day, much much work but SO FUN! here are some shots of me in action lol.....

OH and the reason for the black box is because the magazine has not been printed yet and we are not allowed to show the craft till it is published :) so funn!

make sure prop is positioned correctly

This little girl was so sweet! i loved her toO! She has purple vans and i wanted them :)

I loved this little girl so much we were best friends by the end of the day!!

OK so here is our crew it include: Art Director of mag. Mike the only man
Nicole next to him (studio manager SHE is FANTASIC) Food stylist next to her. Hair stylist next to her..
then studio teacher below (she makes sure our little models are safe and not over worked)
Then our cute stylist next to her...then me on floor lol..Marcy next to me the Photographer! takes a lot to get a cover!!

Second day shooting.....

Me: "Please take the craft"
Her: "NOPE!"

ok so it was kind of cute

but it also really kind of hurt!!

yum yum!

So my computer was broken for such a long time and i just hadnt blogged cuz well i had no way of doing so....also i hadnt had the chance to listen to messages so i am behind :(

BUT last night i listened to Adorns message from last week..and it was super sweet! Just want i needed!

Really spoke to me for many reason. 1. being just the fact that my father was not the best dad ever....he decided to choose drinking over his two daughter for most of our lives. Many things happened that scared me very deep because of not having my father in my life when i was young.
BUT praise the Lord, He works all things for good! and for His glory!!

sooo...everyone should check out this message if you have not already done this! It is so sweet to have a God that is so good and loves us all so much when we truly do not deserve such a love or father that is perfect and will never leave us and wont choose alcohol over His children :)

here is the link

sooo gooood!

Man I just LOVE GOD so much!!

Thursday, August 20, 2009


Soooo a while ago I went down to pick my mom up from the LAX airport and decide to hang out with mr.kyle and shooting him for my photo assignment called eyewear! 

Of course we had to play first!

THEN IT WAS TIME TO BE SERIOUS and get things done lol! What ever we always have fun!

me and my friend courtney

This is the amazing friend of mine who is going to be an amazing famous photographer some day in NY! but in the mean time she is allowing me to crash her pad! 

We rock out here!!! im telling you people she rocks my sock!

Ok So sleeping my car

I just realized that I slept in my car on a previous post and also realized that people are
yelling at me for it lol but IT IS OK!  I PINKY PROMISE

I only slept in it for like 4hrs because my friend and i got home earlier then i was suppose to and i didn't want to wake up my friend that i am staying with. 

It was in her drive way and up on a hill and no body would hurt me plusssss my car has an alarm system in it and if any creeper would have tried to open my door it would have gone CRAZY on the dumb person!

Thank you all for your concern though lol

So on Monday and Tuesday I got to go to SF to work with Marcy and her team that shoots for Blue Canoe, they are an all organic clothing company hmm...interesting :) 

Marcy Sent us these images to show us how if you put a soft box
close to the model with a grid on it and on very low power
how much of a difference it makes in the clothing and how it also
fills in things with a very natural look! 

Told you she is AMAZING!!!!



Oh and I was holding the soft box....
also teaching up the models hair when she was
in her yoga positions hehe

THE CREW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2 paid assistants 1 free assistant (me)
Studio Manger

Charles on the left (assistant) NICOLE BEST (studio manger and she is SOOOOOOO AMAZING) me Wooo Hooo! and Shana (assistant) (oh and i don't think this is how you spell her name but i cant find her card at the moment so i will find it and let you know :) )

We I live

So I was kicked out of my place because of crazy reasons and all but not had to do with me :) which is good.


that makes me homeless for the next week or so.......and i have been crouch surfing.

1. with kj for a week WHICH WAS so sweet
2. in sf for a weekend
3. my car one night lol fun times.
4. at courtney millers home here is her room :) SO blessed to have places to go when i have no home!


OK so I have 11 days till I leave!! 

11 DAYS.....I am very blown away by this!

At this point I am planning on working with Marcy Maloy a kids fashion photographer.
Please check out her stuff she is amazing!

Also I will be working with Jim Hughes who is great as well. 

I will be up there for 4 months well at least that is what the plan is not sure if the Lord will call me to be there longer but we will pray :)

THis isnt here i am  going to live but i LOVE the purple house!!
Please pray that my roommate and I would live where ever the Lord would have us :) 

Saturday, May 30, 2009

This is pretty much my life story right now :) but i would also like to add that i am trying to move right now and really could use pray for it! thank you  so much!!!
happy happy baby!!!

YES that is a dear this is all my my house 

These are some of my home!

I know i am not very good at this blog thing but i am working on it i promise!!!

me landing in Kansas!!
Me casas!

my grandpa got a pace maker put in the day i got there!!!

ya thats my sister

and my father!

she is so beautiful
i feel in love with this man. I got to go to the senior center with my grandparents and help with dinner and meet amazing ppl that love Jesus :) 

my nephew :) 

this is my god son he will be a year old this summer!!!

here are some photos sorry ladies

KATTTIIEE is amazing! she opened her house to me even before i meet her~
yup last night there

our italy dinner

the Bart man
my new friend Farzad :)